Magical Essence

Saturday, January 14, 2006

when chinatown with mum n sis yesterday(dad die die wanna watch his soccer channel, FINE!!)
didn't gt alot of stuff la..haha.. when OG, mum gt 3 bedsheet... kiasu.. buy 1 get 2 free...lol..
then head to nite market... indeed, it was "ppl mountain ppl sea".
Gt some deco...(mm... dun even noe this yr gt invite ppl anot..lol)
n also GUA ZI..lol.. the auntie v.friendly.. keep asking us to eat eat. try try try..lol..
then also buy NIAN GAO(yr cake).... lol... at one pt, we saw an ANG MO selling saugages.... nt normal one.. but BIG BIG one... n lots of ppl Q-ing for it.. haha...
After tt, went Lido, cos nid to pay for some shortage.. Kinda miss work.... when saw my work mates i was so happy.. feel like wanting to get my uniform n work... the feelin was strong...lol...
Then Dad came to fetch us(after the soccer)...we went to eat dinner/supper(was rather late already)..
We ate prawn noodles at toa pah yeo...tt one rather famous... alot ppl eating..hee.. nice nice also..
BUT!!!! saw "something" tt spoilt our mood...
can consider it a living thing or not... cos IT doesn't even matter to us...
An"uncle(my dad's bro)" who HAVEN been in contact with us for a long time...
Now u mayb thinkin.... we shld b happy rite? nah.... nt at all... DO WE MISSED HIM? the answer is NO!!!
why shld we.... why muz we... no no no... we hate him to the core...
ok... i'm a junoir n shld show some respect.. BUT Y SHLD I WHEN he NV ever set a GD EXAMPLE....
My grandma stay in nursing home... n he only visit her once a yr? chinese new yr ya.... he think his mom is a friend ar.. new yr go there juz giv an $20 dollar ang pao.. n tt's it!!!! the worse is he's a taxi driver... i suppose he surely will pass by tt area at least a few times rite.... can't he juz drop by to juz see her...Y!!!! 5mins? 1min? is it so difficult? does it cost ur life?
She loves u the most n u r doin tt to her.. Y!!!
Juz b'cos u dun wanna pay for the expenses there, u make my father pay all ur share!!! fine!! we pay le... but u also dun go n see her...
Is it tt fucking difficult!!! she's ur mum... someone who gave u luv n rise u up!!! y!!!
well.. the journey home was rather quiet... many thoughts run in my mind... i think he saw us.. but hide behind the pillar.. it was my mom who spotted it. so since he dun wanna acknowledged us... WE WUN TOO!!!
I was think of my cousins(that asshole's kids).... why they nv come too.. now tt they r big... if i'm nt wrong, the elder is 20 this yr... Dun u miss ya grandma? she watch u grow...
or have u think she's dead? u haven even attend her funeral... wth... We used to b like gd friends, stay at her house... play... shop.. wateva.... IT LOOKS LIKE its NOTHIN to her now.... y!!
Even if ur dad dun let u visit her.. but u'r 20 now!!! can't u juz visit her ya self? R u juz like them.... avoiding!!! if u r, then i'm happy for ya dad... u noe y? cos he will get his retribution... hope his kid abandon him.. plus his WIFE!!!
his wife is a buddist ya?
dun u noe buddist value filial piety the most? u r not practising wat u have learn ok!!! n i believe buddist have something call retribution... i hope u get it soon...

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