Magical Essence

Sunday, June 25, 2006

juz a radom entries... can dun need to bother...

today is my suay day.. or mayb something is wrong with me... i dunno... i can't think... i dun wan to... i'm tired...
I'm lost... i already dunno wat i wan... wat to do... this few days juz din go rite for me... this vacation is pack with alot of things... things which nt wat i wanted for a vacation... everyday is juz a rooster to me... following the rooster to complete wat i need to do... my work doesn't seems to end...
the past 2 nites i only slp 3 hrs... ya.. i choose to do so...
i'm mentally tired... physically mayb... i dunno...
Late for work today, almost 2 hr late... overslp.. the 1st time i overslp for work... how come... i dunno...
i set the alarm!! y?? i can't even rmb i turn the alarm off... did i turn off??? i dunno...
went to work n keep apologizing.. though manager din really scold but can sense he nt happy...
while tryin to keep the popcorn, i accidentally turn off the main swtich.. everything went down... fortunately its a small prob...
then b4 i went home, i did something wrong AGAIN!! wat happen!! i can't understand... y today... y....
the whole day i keep hearin, whats wrong with u today... wats wrong...
WAT!!! i dunno... i wan an ans too...
mayb bcos i slept late?? mayb i've change? mayb i'm juz like tt n i din notice it till now... wat is it????

On the way home, i kept thinking... almost breakdown at mrt station...
thinkin of wat i been doin recently... wat happen... y i can't cope.. y??? i dunno... the train came... i was tired.. but drag myself to the train.. i keep thinkin again... then the door opens, i alight... walk to the escalator to find myself at somerset... wat the fuckk.... wat am i doin, i dunno...
I can't seems to concentrate where i goin... mayb i'm juz too tired...
waited for the next trian..
After changing train... a sudden urge of disappointment n sadness rush to me... i felt like cryin
but then the guy beside keep lookin at me... mayb thinking y this siao gal look so fierce-i wasn't smiling the whole journey...
he help me indirectly- prevent me from embaressing myself...
Feel like crying... but for wat... i dunno.. no one is scoldin me...
but juz feel like it... i hate this feelin

i already dunno wat i wan... my life has no aim...
y i choose this course...?? biz is wat i wanted since sec sch.. seems so different... is it wat i wan?? i dunno.. i gt no idea now... i juz keep goin on n on... nt noeing y...

- feel the magical essence...# ;

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

I'm damn pissed cos i bloged yesterday till 3am n EVERYTHINGS GONE!!!! #!@%^%$$@$!#!!!!!
bloodly shit... its was a super duper long power powder entry ok!!!
due to net prob.... internet can sometime b very irritating......
here's the "wat i still rmb" entries...

I cut my brows!! on sat ya with Joc n Eileen... n i think nt a great diff but neater...
when i when to work,
me: do i look any diff today?
Fwen 1: ey... slimer??
me: no!! look again...
Fwen 1: wat!!
me: i plucked my brows!! nice nice nice???
fwen 1: ey.... neater...
me: nice??!!! cos i ask the lady dun wan too thin..
fwen 1: oh... neater la...

alamak!!! then i go ask n ask other... same ans: neater...lol..
k...tt's it...
on the way to work, i saw this!

haha.. this uncle was wearing yellow from top to bottom... n a "newly fashion" all green socks n shoe... woo... hot!!! lol...
i can't help it but to take a pic...

That day was also one of my workmate last day of work b4 she goes back to m'sia... will miss her... so we decide to go for supper after work at 4am?? lol.. ya late but she leaving the next day ma... had prata n chat for quite long...
when we reach the place for supper(my fwen intro one), there's was quite a number of prata shops... alot of ppl lei... then we choose one with the least customers...lol... and finally we noe the reason y!! the UNCLE VERY FIERCE la... lol... we kanna stun...

oh ya.. rmb the previous entry i said my fwen's fwen sellin??? the shoe... i gt her blog...
http://princess-shop7.blogspot.com/
then i realise she sells more stuff other then shoe with super duper great lobang!!! omg... muz go take look la..

During the hols i also real bz with PROJECTS!!! well... this is wat happens when we do project...

we do get serious at times but...
MOST OF THE TIME, this is wat happens

we fool ard...lol

Sometime we act cute like this.. WAT A BITCH!!! nv jio me, can see i'm right beside her...lol... BITCH!! kidding...hahaa

Did i say we gt a BENG in the grp??
yes! we have!! YUVEN!! lol

And occassionally, we get pissed off with noisey ppl

LIKE THEM!!

haha... of cos we do get tired after playin so much

we are human after all...

I want a break!!! though i'm havin one now n its like bz??
haaha.. project still hangin like half or more??? zzz......

ok..lol... here's the super duper out dated sentosa outing from last week..hee...
Sentosa here we come!!!

Let the pic speaks for itself...

Want some "gold"??

look at how they sits..lol

the Zi LIAN-ing nv stops

Winnie's glasses

ACT LA!!!

My shadow kanna washed!!! ah!!!

3 feets... haha

Time to wash up n meet the rest for project!!! :(
And we took a Tram back to shuttle bus...

The fun nv stop...lol

Had late lunch at the hawker... the drinks looks so beautiful..hee..
and its huge...
on the way to meet the rest for project... can u see me?? behind them??

yea.... projects project projects.......... zzzzzzzzzzzz............

- feel the magical essence...# ;

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Went sentosa to tan today... I'm burned!!!red instead of tanned!!! how come la.... grr... shall update when i had all the pic...

Went shoppin at far east the other time and saw those hand made shoes damn nice!!! but really ex n i think nt worth tt price la... $33... but i like!!! Then Joc told me tt Xin Hui fwen noe how to do n sell tt... at only ard $15 to $18!!!
and also we can tell her wat design we wan!!!
so tempted... den i decide to take some sample pic to help.. hee..... secretly took tt...

I like the base colour... dark but nt totally black...:) ez to maintain

The butterfly is nice... striking!!!

The Retro look... The column of poker dots wun make the feet look too long n plain... CLEVER!!!

Nice colour combination..:)

I like this!!! sweet n simple!!! hehe...

Actually i would preferred the ones with strip across the feet.. cos i tried n it feels better..yea:)

- feel the magical essence...# ;

Monday, June 12, 2006

I think i'm getting too popular or wat...lol.. but someone is imitating me at my fwen's blog (Destrina)... the tag there...

some time back she used my name n taged:
val (imposter): I missed shawn so much
and my fwen was askin who's tt???
val (the real me): huh? i dun rmb typing tt? lol

and recently, it gt worse:
val (imposter): u wanna noe who is shawn??sure...he's my...u noe lah..heehee...
val (imposter): BF!

I was like huh huh huh... who's tt freaking siao kia... think she funny ar...
crazy... mayb i too popular izzit... she wan to b me... SIAO KIA!!

enough of my complains, here are the prata's outing we had after the last paper on fri... hehe...
N its at clementi, very near sch.. hehe... nice man...
b4 i start, something u shld noe...

hehe... ya.. it's very true k...
The followings are the super chio bu(s) who went.... 4/5 gurlfwen(manz in m'sia) and shuwen...lol

(from left to right): Me, Ling, Shuwen, Qi, Winnie

our drinks... slurp slurp... the super duper brown one is called, THE DINOSAUR!!!
wahaha... ok... its juz milo with the milo powder as toppin..hehe...
the one in the middle is mine... yea... ice teh... damn nice.. n i'll show ya..

see... I enjoy it la... yummy...lol

and heres our FOOD!!!

1st row: Strawberry prata(Qi's), Tissue Thosai(Win's), Egg n Onion Prata(mine)
2nd row: Chicken Murtabak(Shuwen's), Mushroom Murtabak(Ling's)
yea, n they all taste great!!!
mine suppose to b thosai, but i think the person heard wrongly, n gave me a prata...
but nvm, also nice..hehe..

And this is the one we shared!!! FRENCH ICE CREAM PRATA!!! super duper powderful nice man!!!
There's like banana melted inside the prata, and prata is crispy, n on top of the prata gt a layer of hot choc!! n n n Ice CREAM!!! blends really well la...
within mins, its like this!

GONE! lol...
anyone wants the address ask me la.. k... nice nice... near clementi mrt..
waliao.. now i like putting ads like tt...

haha... n on sat, b4 project... we the 4/5 gurlfwens (manz still in m'sia) had a k-ing session at k box!!! lol... we had k lunch...
The highing starts...

Winnie trying to find a super duper song to shut us up..lol
when think gets too serious, u look like tt.

ENGROSSED!!!
lol... n the nt so engross???

I look like i'm havin my own geitai... (standing on the chair)
but at least its better then to sit in such a "graceful" manner??? like the one beside me? lol

n the zi lian-ing nv stops...

What can i say, i'm such an angel!!! lol...

Does tt reminds u of princess dairies???:x
hehehehe... wat a way to end the entry...
If ya reading tis at nite, sweets dreams..
If ya reading tis in the day, gd day..
WHY???
dun ask y, cos u seen so much of me in 1 day!!! lol... wakaka...

- feel the magical essence...# ;

Friday, June 09, 2006

Disclaimer: the photo below might cos uncomfort to certain ppl...

haha... i warn ya all already... exclusion clause...lol..

These follow pics are what its happening in my house the few days ago... irritating bugs!!!! i suppose they comes from the "garden" below the block there... growing veges??

oh, but tt's nt the pt.. lol.. nt juz tt they r irritating, i think they LOVES my house alot!!! and i mean it... tt day, i wanted to study for b law, n i realise........... my house has guestSSSSSSSS..... nt 1 but 8 FREAKING KAKA!!!

proudly introduce to u, contestant number 1~~

Here come the 2~~~

Nt forgetting the 3???

N the amazingly 4th???

5 n 6 shy la... but my sis n i manage to get them all to pose for ya!!!!

EVERYONE!!! these r for ya!!!!!

kk.... counting it, there's 6 rite... but there's 8...

2 of them came later tt.... and i already lost my mood of taking their picsx... lol...

then the following nites, occassionally there's still some coming.. but only 1 or 2... mayb b cos they noe a "murderer" live here...lol

i din exactly killed them.... direct approache u noe..lol...i throw them into the main rubbish chute... lol.... k, din say tt i dun give them chance... i did... i always throw them out of the window... but their face is soooo thick n keep coming back... THEY LEFT ME NO CHOICE!!!!

ok....tt's enough for a saddist entry... gd news for me, COMMON TEST OVER!!!!!!

oh my goodness..... i'm feel like woooo!!!!

wakakakakakakakakakakaka....lol..

kk... CONTROL!!!!

Went to eat prata after test today... shall upload when i recieve all my pics...lol... oh yea!!!

- feel the magical essence...# ;