<body> Magical Essence
...Me Myself & I

Valerie Chong Aka Pumpkin
Birthday: 5th March 1987
Location: Singapore
Studying in NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC-Accountancy
Juz an Ordinary person, I love my Family! Friends! and Food!

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XiaXue
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    Sunday, June 25, 2006


    juz a radom entries... can dun need to bother...

    today is my suay day.. or mayb something is wrong with me... i dunno... i can't think... i dun wan to... i'm tired...
    I'm lost... i already dunno wat i wan... wat to do... this few days juz din go rite for me... this vacation is pack with alot of things... things which nt wat i wanted for a vacation... everyday is juz a rooster to me... following the rooster to complete wat i need to do... my work doesn't seems to end...
    the past 2 nites i only slp 3 hrs... ya.. i choose to do so...
    i'm mentally tired... physically mayb... i dunno...
    Late for work today, almost 2 hr late... overslp.. the 1st time i overslp for work... how come... i dunno...
    i set the alarm!! y?? i can't even rmb i turn the alarm off... did i turn off??? i dunno...
    went to work n keep apologizing.. though manager din really scold but can sense he nt happy...
    while tryin to keep the popcorn, i accidentally turn off the main swtich.. everything went down... fortunately its a small prob...
    then b4 i went home, i did something wrong AGAIN!! wat happen!! i can't understand... y today... y....
    the whole day i keep hearin, whats wrong with u today... wats wrong...
    WAT!!! i dunno... i wan an ans too...
    mayb bcos i slept late?? mayb i've change? mayb i'm juz like tt n i din notice it till now... wat is it????

    On the way home, i kept thinking... almost breakdown at mrt station...
    thinkin of wat i been doin recently... wat happen... y i can't cope.. y??? i dunno... the train came... i was tired.. but drag myself to the train.. i keep thinkin again... then the door opens, i alight... walk to the escalator to find myself at somerset... wat the fuckk.... wat am i doin, i dunno...
    I can't seems to concentrate where i goin... mayb i'm juz too tired...
    waited for the next trian..
    After changing train... a sudden urge of disappointment n sadness rush to me... i felt like cryin
    but then the guy beside keep lookin at me... mayb thinking y this siao gal look so fierce-i wasn't smiling the whole journey...
    he help me indirectly- prevent me from embaressing myself...
    Feel like crying... but for wat... i dunno.. no one is scoldin me...
    but juz feel like it... i hate this feelin

    i already dunno wat i wan... my life has no aim...
    y i choose this course...?? biz is wat i wanted since sec sch.. seems so different... is it wat i wan?? i dunno.. i gt no idea now... i juz keep goin on n on... nt noeing y...

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